I am a great big loser.

To all who have talked to me in the past week or so about this, ummm... sorry. I have a date with a girl I met a while back tomorrow night, and the more I think about it, the more nervous I get, and the more prone I am to babbling about it to anyone I come in contact with. Sorry about that if you've fallen victim to it. It occurs to me that I've never actually been on a "date" in my life. Well, at least not a first date. Somehow, every relationship I've ever really been in has been the product of non-normal dating situations. That makes actually going on a date hard. Or at least, nerve wracking. I don't know where to go, what to do, what to wear, and probably more things. I've been told I'm overthinking, and I definitely am, but that doesn't seem to calm me down at all. Bleh. Oh well, only one more day.

Also, I need to go grocery shopping.